seriously...what is it with me and mobile.. smart phones?!!! Blackberries, Iphones... in the past, before all of these high technology items were ever invented, i never even lost one at all. back then as a child i still remember so well, playing that snake game on my black and white nokia phone. i hate how i cant be responsible whenever it comes to these smart-ass-phones! altogether, i lost about 7-8 blackberries, 2 iPhones, and within a short period of time. i just got another iphone 4s a few days back... my previous one was also a 4s... and guess what it was a 64gb memory storage phone and i had 6500+ pictures stored inside!!!!!! oh my god o my god. it happened last saturday 28.4.2012 at esco bar...and the next day mum was tooo nice to buy me another one omg. it was actually one of the most horrible nights ever, knowing i had lost it again, it was everything to me, so many wonderful memories! i was so sober, wasn't drunk at all! they were a gang of thieves, they were quite professional, 2 of my friends on the same night, same table with similar bags also got their phones stolen...its not coincidental. and my iphone case was a limited edition lucien case!!!! i loved it so much, it was so pretty, shocking pink with a big white heart. Mumi warned me not to take it with me but i did not listen ....horrid child i am, just wanted to show off the beautiful case in the night lights and look where it got me. damn. like.... i am speechless now. im just the most irresponsible human being ever, i just feel so disappointed and ashamed of myself, i pity myself, i pity my parents. i feel so sad for my parents yet they still buy me another, and another...im paying for this one myself, i swear. in the past mum keeps buying it for me, then id say okay ill pay you back monthly, then i never do..and within a few months i end up losing another phone. i just have to put an end to this right now, i hate seeing myself become this person. when will i grow up?????? i need to...punish myself somehow, someway.......
p.s. i cant stop thinking about all the pictures on that phone...pictures of my family, my friends, my pets...thats the saddest part i want the memories back :(
