little turbo



turbo and i . my bestie's pet dog! what a cute lil pom pom :)



im editing this post. cant believe i wrote all that corny crap yesterday night...luckily i have only a 100 viewers so  far..no one really read it :p i was drunk and sad so yeah...ill be posting again real soon x


goodnight babes

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hi guys! finally i have some time to make a new post! its been weeks since my last post. ive been fine, just a little tired from not being able to sleep. Insomnia problems i guess. i feel so unhealthy right now, diet not working and FOUR pimples on my face.They are red swollen and ugly let me tell you...not getting enough sleep you see...hate meeting people when i walk around uni. they wont see me, they'll see the four red spots on my face! oh well... how was halloween for everyone? good? i had fun, for most of the time..Went to tease, champagne wine the usual...i got tipsy and ordered my fave to finish off my night -lychee cosmo- pink and sparkly-yummy! ended up at the thonglor police station because someone i knew was drunk-driving. its strict in thailand and she ended up in jail! Anyways i really am not feeling so good at this moment. really...have you ever felt like your meant for something big special but nothing good is happening to you? you know you deserve sooo much more... you just know you do but nothing is going as planned. Actually there is NO plan....i hope you know what i mean. i really am not so good at explaining my thoughts and feelings! hah!  i hate this! i feel so down. I really dont know what to do or feel. all i want now? OK 3 things. Lose weight, new car, gain my parents trust and support. really feel like i let so many people down these pass few months( or pass year...) Its hard to explain....im at dorm now and i extremely want to go home! No homework..going to watch some episodes of lost and hula hoop. then sleep. i need that. Only if i was still allowed to drive, i would NOT be in this room. not that its bad. my dorm is so cute and cosy! AW just reminded myself that i need to take pictures to show you all! next time alright? x

halloween at tease..i didnt dress up as anything though :s