its december 12' !!

wow hi guys, its been ages since my last post, i swear i tried to update this thing more but something always got in the way. the problem is i spend hours posting one single post, and i hardly ever have that much time anymore! if im on the internet its usually on my iphone( i just got a new one. yes, if you read my last post well i just got a new iphone after losing about 3?) i dont even keep count anymore. well something like that happened to me again, im so unlucky, as much as i hate these smart phones, i cant live happily without them, they really make my life alot easier! what do you think, you agree with me?
so lets see, i mean too much had happened since my last update. oh my blog had hit over 1000 viewers! hoooray! i hope you get my sarcasm lol, i dont really care or mind about the viewers thing at all! im happy to be sitting here, typing away on a keyboard, usually im typing on an ipad or iphone screen, its a totally different feeling.

ive kind of changed the location of my home. my actual home is in rangsit. my garden. my trees.my dogs. may maid. my living room. my pond full of fishes. my everything . i miss my home so bad. i wish my parents could move back but i understand that the distance betweeen home and where they work is pretty far. My home is considered Bangkok, or the very outer of the city. its actually Pratumthani not even Bangkok! oh i miss miss miss misss home so bad. cant mum or dad just send in a mechanic to fix the aircons!!! after the major flooding in Thailand ive only been back there 3 or 4 times. and only slept over once, with no aircon, windows open and just a fan  in my bedroom swinging all night hahaha i need to go back soon. i promise to myself. i miss my Buddy and Lemonte too bad now :( feel like crying many times

i got braces! AND mum got them as well! hahaha she got them one week before me! and we always have dentist appointments on the same day, same docter too actually :p im sure i have not blogged about this lol! well, its beginning to all fall nicely into place, my teeth i mean, im glad i got them. my dental clinic is at yenarkard road called DC ONE if anyone is interested, the place is very nice, not like a dental clinic, its not white, theres no dental smell, really nice bakery cafe is also located within the clinic:) when you step inside you dont feel tension you get when you visit a dentist! Dr. Selinee is also a very nice dentist:)

i finally got a new car! after major car accidents, i crashed into the car infront of me because i was trying to open  a box of strawberry pockys, i crashed into a monsterous 16 wheel truck infront of my uni while i was on the phone and lost concentration, i slept while driving and crashed into a person, who survived! yes he survived,it was a severe accident. P Kung was the unfortunate guy, who i crashed my honda CRV into in year 2010 (i think). i totally fucked that car up, seriously. now it looks the same from the outside but the engine and all the insides are messed up! the engines roars liek a truck when i start it, before i crashed many times it was so much smoother! now it freaks me out a little when i get in it :(  i was in my 2nd year of uni at that time, horrible. i was in horrible state, mind body everything. my parents are the most generous for even buying me a new car,
it isnt my dream car, its like..a car i never dreamt of having, i never wished for too much. i wanted a VW beetle since i was in high school! i still love it until this very day! then changed my mind to a mercedez C-class. Now i got this ... (but i am currently driving mum's car at the moment, and i kind of wrecked it, no wonder she dont let me drive the new one) can you possibly imagine how i feel? its a happiness i cant describe, like i didnt expect to get this but i got it kind of feeling and it leaves me...happy but not excited happy you know. So overall im not even sure if im happy.and now im not even driving it around that much, mini cooper or beetle maybe i feel like it fits me alot more...

 did i tell you about my trip to Hong Kong? No, i did not even upload pictures or blog about it! well, it was a fun trip, the first day i got there, it was so windy, and we were warned to stay inside our hotel due to a big storm at level 7! i freaked out but on the next day the storm calmed, disappeared more like! The food was horrible, they took us to restaurants with bad food! that was the worst part which should be the best if they wanted me to be impressed! im a major foodie so the catering was what i looked forward to most. it turned out so shit, out of all the meals only was was OKAY, okay as in not good and not bad, like average but the rest were like below average! my friends on the trip introduced me to this makeup remover "Bioderma" which is a cleasing water you put on to cotton pads and wipe off your face. its really good, works very well for me:) disneyland was well "disneyland" ill always like it though i know its getting boring! i wish i did more shopping though.

im about to graduate soon, this term and then another summer session and im done with university. its sad to be finally saying goodbye to uni life, one step older, one step closer to real life, thats how i feel. ive always felt young, i still feel young and not ready to let life take on me, or me take on life!? haha i should be taking on life, this is, my life. i love being young, feeling free, beng carefree, i dont know if ill ever feel this way again. its really a once in a life time thing. everyday happens only once. well if you really think about it, today is the 27th December 2012 which will never ever come around again. see? once in a life time thing happening everyday so make everyday count, make it worth something. im telling you, but i also feel like my life is being wasted at times. many things are wasted, time, money... it scares me sometimes to feel that my childhood is coming to an end. then i think no, my childhood is not over, what determines the ending of it? because age? but age are numbers...my childhood may still be with me forever:) as im typing im munching on crisps too, salt and vinegar. i skipped dinner, i had grapes but now my diet failed miserably! thank you junk food!

my xmas, just passed a few days ago was very normal. i bought little gifts for friends, my special one and my mumi:) buying gifts really makes me happy! also got myself a sephora makeup box set, its pretty cool but i think the eyeshadows are poor quality. well i only got it for 2200 and there are like 50 shades or something - lipglosses and blush. and New years is coming very sooon. lots of rumours are spreading about the 'end of the world' day. well we must be punished for what we did to earth eventually. if its really ending, let me die by my side the ones i love, my family:) im scared to death, one night i was not able to sleep, i was over thinking it... im more calm about this situation now. Thank you God for today, for life, for blessing me with Love.





Mumi and I on Mother's day 2012:) Love you the most my beautiful lady!



Life now? studying, my performance communication workshop is still on, its the 2nd one now, im still in the PR department, in charge of the media, like promoting our work. this time we're doing a showcase of a stage play, an event, and a exhibition, so 3 in 1! its bigger, much more complicated and im going to be more dedicated this time:) im also always at emporium for a stats tutoring session! stats is hard, but not as hard as i expected, its hard when i dont put alot of effort into it. i have learned that everything becomes so much easier when i put my mind to it. i got to work on that and keep my level of effort up! i go out quite alot, well 3 times or more in one week. i still eat out al the time, one thing that never changes! hahaha other than going out tohang out with friends im always shopping, normally i go shopping with mumi because i dont have to spend a dime :p but i do buy things i like when i see it. shopping really sets my mood to happy! shopping really helps when im grumpy or stressed out, oh now thats why they call it shopping threapy. well it sure works on me! i have another trip coming up, its Japan again! im very excited for this trip, its going to be my third time in Japan, will update you on my trip with lots of pictures! my goals? to shop and shop and SHOP! yes! lots of makeup, eyelashes and snacks hehe just thinking of it makes me happy already!

why am i so horrible and irresponsible?

seriously...what is it with me and mobile.. smart phones?!!!  Blackberries, Iphones... in the past, before all of these high technology items were ever invented, i never even lost one at  all. back then as a child i still remember so well, playing that snake game on my black and white nokia phone. i hate how i cant be responsible whenever it comes to these smart-ass-phones! altogether, i lost about 7-8 blackberries, 2 iPhones, and within a short period of time. i just got another iphone 4s a few days back... my previous one was also a 4s... and guess what it was a 64gb memory storage phone and i had 6500+ pictures stored inside!!!!!! oh my god o my god. it happened last saturday 28.4.2012 at esco bar...and the next day mum was tooo nice to buy me another one omg. it was actually one of the most horrible nights ever, knowing i had lost it again, it was everything to me, so many wonderful memories!  i was so sober, wasn't drunk at all! they were a gang of thieves, they were quite professional, 2 of my friends on the same night, same table with similar bags also got their phones stolen...its not coincidental. and my iphone case was a limited edition lucien case!!!! i loved it so much, it was so pretty, shocking pink with a big white heart. Mumi warned me not to take it with me but i did not listen ....horrid child i am, just wanted to show off the beautiful case in the night lights and look where it got me. damn. like.... i am speechless now. im just the most irresponsible human being ever, i just feel so disappointed and ashamed of myself, i pity myself, i pity my parents. i feel so sad for my parents yet they still buy me another, and another...im paying for this one myself, i swear. in the past mum keeps buying it for me, then id say okay ill pay you back monthly, then i never do..and within a few months i end up losing another phone. i just have to put an end to this right now, i hate seeing myself become this person. when will i grow up?????? i need to...punish myself somehow, someway.......
p.s. i cant stop thinking about all the pictures on that phone...pictures of my family, my friends, my pets...thats the saddest part i want the memories back :(

drama is what i love!

my head is burning...perhaps i am on the very edge of exploding...work is whats making that happen.
it is now my third year in uni, i have officially declared my major which is now "performace communication" or as most students call it shortly 'PC' i only declared my major as PC because i thought i would be doing alot of acting and stage performances, well so far theres nothing to do with performing, guess i proved myself wrong. disappointed, i feel truly disappointed. i mean...performing is really one of those things im SURE i love. i dont know whether i am born for it or not but i do believe that i have a gift for this type of thing. Drama, acting, improvising is what im good at. in high school i was always the person who got voted at best at the subject Drama. we had 'best at maths' best at english' 'best at Science' and so on and i got awards for my drama class at the end of every year...since year 7 until year 11...i remember and cherish these memories dearly! i love love love performances, i am proud to say! im just so sad that i dont get to do all of that in my subjects at uni...whenever there are auditions for plays at my university, i was always so lazy to go...i never thrw myself at these opportunities and now i am in deep regret! i will be there at the next audition...i hope i am not too late
oh i went to a musical last week it was called 4pandin the 4 reigns of Kings in Thailand สี่แผ่นดิน
it was very very good, and i got so jealous of everybody on stage...i just realized how much i need to be up there..anywhere, just on stage. i miss the feeling terribly and ive never fogotten how it feels to be up there all lights on me...it just felt so right. one day! ill make it if i believe in myself because thats what i truly love and enjoy doing :)

here are some pictures of whats been happening lately...
until next time....x

bubble machine before demo!

fallabella

was having dins with my Mumi

My Daddy and Mumi :)

My sweetest Granny, I love her with all my heart :)

talking about the flood, Thailand

i am here! wow you have no clue how much i miss blogging! just couldnt find the time to do so, looks like i havant update my blog in forever! i am surprised, i gained 1 more follower hehe thankyou :) so now i have 2 followers hahahahaha ill try my best to keep you udated and entertained then :p


First of all, the flooding was disastrous in my places in Thailand...i shouldve blogged about it but i guess i forgot about how i had a blog at that time, i felt so upset and scared. Watching the news made all the difference, it makes you panic so much. I cant help but feel sorry for all those people and thier lost...it is really devastating. As you all may know Thailand isnt exactly what you call a developed country just yet, many people who are affected by the flooding were not rich, what they face everyday in life could be a struggle already but when the flood hit, they lose nearly everything. all their lives, to have a home, to have things in their home, to live day by day and earn a living for their family... i had tears in my eyes everyday when i watched the news..it was really that bad, you would not know and im trying my best to explain to you in words (words just wont do) The water level varied from places to places, in some places, a 2 storey house was underneath water...literally. let me put it this way, a whole house is gone, water was everywhere. Some said it is worst then a tsunami which hits, then goes away instantly but here in our situation the water stayed for months... Thailand flooding 2011, will be remembered...but there is a rumor that its coming back in 2012...this very year.


 My house was also flooded! the water level inside my house got up to knees length! in the garden, the water level reached a person's waist or even more. i cant tell you exactly because i was never actually there (i went to grandma's place before the water came, and i couldnt come back, the water came so fast without a warning) Transport by cars? NO. it was impossible unless you dont mind your car breaking down. the only transports that could get you from one place to another was by boat (yes the water was that high) my maid stayed at my home throughout the whole thing...all things and furniture were moved upstairs, my dogs were taken to my parents workplace, my fishes were even taken away tooo! all living things safe but my maid stayed to look over at the house and we communicate nearly everyday by phone.... before the water came, when the water started to rise, when the water started to turn green and stinky, when rescue boats came and offered her water and food supplies (but she had plenty, we made sure she had everything), when the water level decreased and when it all went away....my maid was there! and the mess...ouch. well...my whole garden was totally wiped out. all the beautiful flowers trees and plants...ive only been home 2 times since the water went away due to the damages made to the house, water drainage etc my parents are not so worried like i am, they stay over at their work place whe the flooding happened. so basically...i barely go home nowadays since the flood and its making me so sad..i miss my dogs so much, like never before. i miss alot of people in my family lately, like last night i couldnt sleep because i miss them so much. i envisioned the future..i hate how i always think of death..ah this is getting sad but the truth is you are born, and then one day you must die. it is all very natural in every living creature on earth right? :)


i have many other things to say to you...but i got to get back to my homework now...i miss you will be back soon i promise you all :) x

20th

Hi hi ! Wow I have not updated my blog in a while now, been wanting to do so but I've been quite busy. It's the final exams period for me so I've been doing a lot of revision lately! Mm well it was my birthday!!! Hahaha now I'm officially 20 years old now, on the 20th September!! Young, happy and proud! I didn't have a birthday party though, I just didn't feel like it although it is my 20th, yes NUMBER 2 enters my life wowowowow exciting... not. The fact is age are just numbers... Now havant we all heard that before?! Haha anyways I did get a surprise birthday cake from my baby and I love love love the bday preset from Mumi hehe it's gorgeous! (maybe a new car at the end of this year? Please... Hahaha) oh I have never told you guys about my many car accidents have I??? Ahh.. Well maybe not let's just say I had a lot of car accidents. Some of them were pretty horrible... I mean really really horrible. I survived though..and that is all that matters right!?
What else is interesting mmmmm .. Oh I still have 1 follower so far hahaahahahahaaha how awesome look and she is my Besty Melissa hehe
My favorite song now is "i want you" Ceylo Green! Yes yes loves it!!
Can't upload my pictures on iPad ;( sorry guys

excited

hi guys! im so happy to be blogging now need to fill you guys in for anyone who is interested in my life haha well im very excited tomorrow! im meeting all my babes including melissa aura shane sasha mae and more more more..really dont know who will turn up but we'll be doing lunch together at this french restaurant in soi sumkumvit 19 then we'll spend the whole day together..then its dinner time i forgot the name of the restaurant my friend wants to dine at..(again) but she, as in melissa wants to do pre-drinks at clouds and i have no clue about whats next but im down for anything! i miss everyone so much :)
so..my gosh i am getting sick of myself..this week i forgot so many things including my phone, my makeup bag (which contains lots of my fave MAC lipsticks and lipsgloss..i lost my makeup bag two times this week! i also forgot a camera... can you believe it and also at the same place which is the IT building of my university. omg i am too forgetful these days, its getting so annoying! i really have to bring myself to REMEMBER all these items, they dont cost like 199baht..or even if it did i must know the value of all my belongings right?
this week was full of traffic jams.. was stuvk in the car with my bf for hourssss. more than one day too! i hate bangkok traffic, the rain makes it even worse...
today is MOTHERS day in Thailand...:) i want to say i love my Mumi so much, no one can ever love me like you do and for you i will do anything :) i love you so much mumi, nothing compares to you and i know that this is eternal..a mothers love between her child, nothing can be as true as this... its 'forever' ... :)  hoping that we'll meet on sunday! my parents are extremely busy and i am also busy with uni work..busy busy busy. if im older i wish to work near them at the same place so we meet like 24/7!! hehe

bdays!

hello ! my midterm exams are over!!! arrgh finally!  it went wellm for some subjects. the photography exam was terrible though..we have no holiday at all after exams but atleast there are no more exams and i am very glad! all the weight off my shoulders :) guys! im addicted to this food game..."bakery story'' anyone happen to be addicted to it or know it? lol i think its a game on facebook? if im correct.. well ive never been a gamer, as in ive never liked playing games not since i was like 10 years old...that was the play station! i dont know! ive been baking croissants, red velvet cake, carrot cake, chocolate tarts, cinnamon rolls..oh so much more! face glued to my phone haha..it really annoys people around me though, it also annoys me that im so addicted  to a silly baking game!! haha

yesterday was my friends bday celebration! so it was at "blue velvet'' and we moved to "tease" i got some pictures for you guys.. happy birthday girls!!!! (yaya and ching) xoxox

 

 oh guys, im a little happy...many friends said i lost weight! yey..im glad someone's noticed a change..i did lose a few kilos! and im stuill working on it. but last night i had mcdonalds at 2am! hahaha i love mcdonalds drive thru, couldnt be bothered to sit and eat..i had a oreo mcflurry oh i just love ice cream! especially at 2am yes..then i had nuggets and boneless chicken with mayo and the chilli sauce.oh yes it was so yummy!  junk food at night is always the best, especially after parties... do we all agree?? lol

 im so happy to be home..wearing one of my fave PJs with strawberries,cupcakes,cherries and ice cream print..sounds cute right ..well it is very cute hehe and comfortable too! 2mrw i hope mumi and i can go shopping..i miss hanging out with mum so bad shes always so busy boo!!!

p.s. and...last but not least Happy Birthday to my BESTEST bestie ever, MAE!!! we've been friends since high school..i miss hanging out with her so bad :( i miss having out with evrybody actually now everyone's busy with their bfs or gfs...and we just have less time together..same as me, and its so sad you know. being single is the best when all your besties are also single!!! if you know what i mean :) we havnt even met on her bday 29th July..but im hoping i will meet her 2mrw but she still has not confirmed.... waiting.... i love her, shes the best :)  and shes such a small woman so scared im gona crush her when we hug lol so i have to hug her gently with care :) ill take some pics and post some more laters :)

so many birthdays in june! next week will be my bfs bday! reminds me of september, so many people i know are born in september...

will be back to keep you updated :) xoxo

so fun!!!

my gosh i have so much homework and F**k my blog is F**king boring as hell cus theres just HOMEWORK HOMEWORK written all over the place, im so sorry folks but this is whats happening in my life...i cannot make up some story and say 'omg i love my life! all i do is party it up and spend money, OH just got new chanel flats, im lovin' it muah xoxox' haha i wish!!! im too busy with work!!! ...But..i did get my friends in London to buy me 'Eva clutch' from lv and the YSL arty ring in coral! yay, thats gona be my offcial clubbing bag hehehehe thats the happy part then..except for uni , nothing much..last saturday was a crazy ass night! i wasnt drunk but alot went down, i was in the middle of a FIGHT! literally, in the middle of it all! and, hell it was so scary! im okay though thank god :( .. what else what else... oh, any of you play instagram? hehe well, im on it for a while now and if you would like to see my pics or follow me, feel free! @bimpantita im trying to post alot of food pictures...or anything nice :) i gota run...again! you know why? HOMEWORK yaaas :( damn. i wish i could meet my girls real soon, i love em all, they make me smile :) x have you noticed that the name for this post is 'so fun!!' thats me being sarcastic, hope you all caught that! not exactly having fun when theres a pile of work to be done and EXAMS like a week away... anyways bye bye ! :)

Christina..perri

i love her!!!! christina perry...i really wana know if she writes her own songs, cus if sh does wow she got so so much talent! how can she write songs to which i can relate to evry single word? wow. its unbelievable..anyways, i recommend her songs especially those emotinal,passionate people! her songs will definitely have some kind of wierd effect on you, i guarantee! lol Try 'distance' , 'Arms' , 'penguin', and maybe 'Sad song' ..while you listen also read the lyrics if you cant catch what she sings...
absolutely beautiful...


now im gona update you a little about my life, so much work at uni its killing me once again...tomorrow is friday and instead of going shopping i have to study all day! yes, extra lectures once again! but ill find some time to get my hair done, ive been washing my own hair for one whole week! not that its so horrible or anything and im no princess, never get that impression! ...i can wash my own hair ofcourse of course! but you know my hair is so thick and long and..i hate making it nice by myself, its not an easy task you know!! haha so sitting back letting someone make your hair nice for you..its kind of better. simple. easy. .....yep


Yes! so please check her out Christina Perri ...i think shes already famous.. but im not so sure! heard 'Jar of hearts' on the radio once and today she popped up on youtube...mmm lovely!
gotta run! x
p.s. guys i have this bubble tea addiction and its so annoying! im craving it all the time now..every single day! its crazy! if you read my previous posts, you'll already know how much i love it..but it wasnt so addictive before....lol

i wish you love

hey! guys i feel so good, since uni started.....heheheeheheh i got my own personal reason but if i say it, i will sound like a stupid blonde bimbo, asian version ofcourse...anyways ill just keep it to myself! i cant stop giggling!
guys, i love this song when it comes up 'party rock anthem' haha and so many other songs :p anyways, been going out more often ..but not as often as before..haha nothing could compare to that time, now im referring to last year, 2010! was a crazy year... it was hectic! in a good way ofcourse...or as my besties would say 'cray cray' haha where did they get that word from again..bryan boy on twitter? whos he?? lol..
one thing i really wana say is that i cant get enough of 'salad my way' 'fried potato skin" with that sauce which tastes like indian spices from hyde and seek. i want to have dinner there everyday until i get bored of it and never mention 'hyde and seek' ever again....my oh my i need a drink so bad right now!
anyways tmr im meeting aura,yodie at mellow for drinks, dont think im gona make it to falla with them laters though but we'll see... :) and aura says they make the best lychee drinks at mellow! wee i love lychee! lychee cosmo at tease is still top of the list for me now so lets see if that will change 2mrw night x)


 anyways..third year of uni is a killer! im taking 7 subjects which is the limit for my uni. btw im studying at Abac if anyone is reading and wants to know! hah! whos reading....? so much homework nowadays. it actaully ruined my chance of getting to see melissa last tuesday!!  i missed bed supperclub on tues again...heard its the best night of the week!
i just realized something, i really need intense hair treatment.when i go to the salon i do use hair treatment products but i dont think it helps much. ive never cared much for my hair but lately i think hair is a big big part of your face too! walking around uni, i see alot girls with glossy black hair, thick and long with volume, looks so gorgeous...but on the other hand walking around uni, i see girls with light brown or blonde hair and high/low lights...big bouncy voluminous curls. wow, thats also very pretty too! but they also need alot of hair treatment too, your hairs just so damaged ladies! i now have half black,half reddish brown hair...hmmm. doesnt sound so nice does it? haha i usually have my hair in curls too :) but the curls get loose so fast i want it to stay bouncy all day, but hello...the heat in bangkok just wont help. thailand is a humid country!
im listening this song now, 'i wish you love' lisa ono. one of those songs which will always sound nice...the lyrics are sad though. do not listen to it when your trying to get over your ex!
i feel so relaxed! maybe becuase i dont have uni tmrw! im always free on fridays, its my happy friday! BUT...i still got tutoring class, im such a big headed nerd...but i hope you feel happy for me because guess what? my biggest priority right now is  to study! for my loves ofcourse - Mumi and Daddy x ":)


ill be back with my next blog soon! x takecare

june11'

hey guys! its been a while...ive missed my blog! i still feel so stupid, i can never ever follow my best friend who also has a blog on this site...melissa cru! the blog lovin' thingy keeps making me sign up and it says email already in use blah blah....wth!? anyways..ill get it done one day, i MUST follow mel!


now im really excited and sad about something, have i told you this but my favorite designer handbag is louis vuitton!? all the ones i own have scratches and marks on them because im the type who never cares for handbags or anything really... well, i just bought my own LV with my own money! haha i underlined the important keyword :p its the first brandname bag purchase with my own savings!!! wow, and im proud you now :) its always my parents money on these things...so yes, i will be very careful with it hehe the sad thing is that, its my own money! i always try to ask for money for everything,hah how selfish!!
 theres so so many other things on my 'want' list now.
heres a few things  lady grey, alexa, or mini alexa...what do you all think? i dont know why i always end up with LV! ok some may even hate LV cus its so..everywhere! especially in thailand...oh and alot of fakes too! if someone answers me...im gona really appreciate it hahahaa no one even reads my blog damn! :p i dont mind though...i feel so good just writing my thoughts out into words :)


life? good good! my summer holiday was alright, but it didnt really last long. not even 3 weeks meh. holidays never last long enough to satisfy anybody! do you agree? we all want an everlasting holiday dont we? lol so now its my second week of uni...it feels strange this semester, normally i would have friends surrounding me you know..and this semester feels kinda empty, how sad! i do meet my friends everyday but it just feels different somehow...mmmm oh well i guess its part of growing up. we all need to be independent! ofcourse ofcourse...*sign*


oh guys, this is the BEST new so far...ready? i lost 3kilos!!! hahahah wooo..i know i know its only 3 kilos but do you know how hard it is for a person like me to lose weight? it took months...i love food tooo much! so im so proud of myself right now! the key to this weight loss was very simple...eat normally, dont over stress... stop the calorie count...just eat, but less sugar intake (desserts, snacks) and just know your limit. if your feel full stop....yep! not so hard right? you know what...my dinner today was krispy kreme donuts and yoghurt! yesterday's dinner was also krispy kreme donuts, nachos and french onion dip. yep, its not even dinner! gagaga that is so fat and so unhealthy! i should eat salad or something! lol


i gota go now...still got so much on my mind i want to share with you all. ill save it for next time :) x

sunday hey hey!

Hello! ill start off with telling you about the weather..again. its hot! staying indoors is the best option for bangkokians, unless you got work. a few days ago the weather was just perfect, a little sun and breezy...not to hot and not too cold either. sunday is a uni-free day so i am able to rest hehe...yesterday was such a long day! went to my maths tutor class so 2hours of maths was mentally painful. later, it was shopping time! i spent so long at the siam paragon beauty hall! got lots of stuff from nars, m.a.c my two faves. a girls best friend for me apart from her real besties are things like makeup, clothes,shoes, bags...oh i also love great food! great food doesnt mean it must be pricey, it realy depends! i can eat absolutely anything you know, from the side-street food to very luxurious dining...happy-go-lucky! real good food is made from the heart of a real good chef ;) if its yummy then i like i like.
after i was done with shopping (i swear i felt my legs wobble) i got me a bubble tea :) aw love love this drink! stayed up all night watching korean drama and left to suvanaphumi airport to send off my bf's sister who left to the states, onlyfor 20 days though! :) reminds me of when i went on the aussie exchange to melbourne...time of my life ;) i felt so good at the airport cus i was able to help some tourists who looked lost... :) i hope that guy is already back in the states and that woman found her way to 'kive'...??? her accent was very very hard to understand........so i slept at 5am last night!

cereal

i am clueless to what i should name this topic ..since im having cereal w/ milk...'cereal' is my title then! hehe Bangkok city, Thailand is cold again! i dont like this constant change in weather, its making me worry about our world..you know who doesnt worry? but who bothers to help? we think about it but we dont do much. not many people are botherd. so when the end of the world arrives(or has it already begun?) they better be ready


yesterday was one of the most tiring day of this year! my best friend and i had this advertising session for this new camera "Samsung 2 view" 10am to 9pm in the studio! we had to do makeup, hair, nails then take pictures with all the different functions of the camera. That was practically it. my favorite part was spending a day with my besty, apart from that nothing really. i looked fat in the vdo clips and plus i only did it cus there was the makeup part, i liked that. The main thing we had to do was advertise and promote the camera...yep. i think the finished vdo clip will be posted in this very popular site in thailand called http://www.dek-d.com/ which is not a site i would pop into at all, not my thing! lol i got lots of pictures please come check it out if you want to seee, ill be posting it on my next post ;) i got uni next, better hurrray! x

changes

woke up today and it was raining. storm, thunder, not sure whether there was any lightning but this is wierd for my country. Thailand, humid, hot and super sunny. last week it was terribly cold, then i heard there was gona be some sort of 'snow' huh? i was worried NOT happy while most people i saw on twitter, bbm, facebook were thrilled at the thought of snow in thailand. yes social networking. you have every right to be excited but im not. the day it got really cold, my teeth were shattering, it was not pleasant! it was too freaking cold and i thought of the less fortunate people who were needy of things to keep them warm. i had all things to keep me warm, somehow the cold penetrated through my clothes and i knew even a thick sweater couldnt help all the way. all the poor farmers and workers...i feel sorry for them :( think about how they would be having so much trouble to adapt...before they were in their fields growing crops, making a living. now they cant set foot outside. and all the pretty girls will be wearig boots winter clothes and even winter make up while some people freeze top death...yes very nice. So no snow please! If their was snow this would impact the whole agriculture business of thailand massively in a way no one can explain..right? and i doubt the snow topic anyways. to my expectation, there was no snow! 2 days later, from cold and breezy weather here comes the sun and super hot weather...again! now its raining...hmm. climate change is scary you know...so in the future, in 30 years time snow maybe in thailand? 


since im taking 2 subjects for my summer classes im going to the tutor center today. basic maths. one on one tutoring baby. on my highest hope that i will pass this time! been studying basic maths for many many semesters now. i never tried, i can tell you this. i want to push myself this time and pass! :) wish me luck yes?

pray for japan..

Hi! ive been home for many days now, the only place i go out to is the supermarket to get my supplies on food! wow...been great just staying in, reading, watching japanese cartoons and finding great recipes for basic dishes and cooking them, ofcourse. Then..mumi told me about the 8.9 magnitude earthquake and the tsunami that hit japan...it was devastating watching the news...and it still is! goosebumps crawl... for the rest of the day my eyes were glued to the tv screen. i could not afford to miss one single shot. its happening isnt it? dont you all agree that all human's activities, all for our own benefits are starting to turn against us through the force of nature? i feel like its getting closer and closer each and every minute... i hate to say this and many people will still find it hard to believe that...(its the last thing on earth that could happen..to earth..hmmm) the end of the world? or end of an era? oh lord. it is happening...the new zealand earthquake was just last week. and now this! i am speechless...now we humans cant fight what we created with our own hands...we became too wise, invented all those brilliant technologies but in the end, we cant fight the nature. the earth is punishing us.
my best friend, cathy tsai is in osaka..not near the place where the earthquake and tsunami hit BUT she is still in japan.. the tsunami will continue to spread accross the pacific..the countries that have a chance of being hit by this natural crisis have been warned which includes hawaii, russia, taiwan, philipines, indonesia, new zealand thailand and so much more...
"A total of 50 countries have tsunami warnings with a coverage of an estimated one third of the planet"
the story goes on...tune into http://www.channel4.com/news/live-blog-japan-tsunami for live updates on this


 im so scared. so is everyone... on one can escape it but lets pray for the people in japan and everyone who calls this planet home...god please help us

platinum

hi! i went to platinum today! today drained the energy out of me! i usually do shopping everytime i see something i like...but today was a real shopping day for me!my legs hurt. (who loves shopping? raise your hands!) lets just say its one the biggest retail/wholesale shopping malls in bangkok! you just gotta love it, everythings so cheap and all the other places like siam, even k village take things from here to sell in their own little shops! tourists cannot miss this! theres so many things about Bangkok city that you will fall in love with, not just bkk..the whole of thailand really. every countries got its own beauty even with the political issues you hear on the new, i ensure you...vist thailand once in your life and you will be planning your 2nd visit here :)
anyways back to the 'platinum' topic. its huge..there is ALOT to buy. 'alot' is actually not enough for the amount of things you can find here. im not exagerating either! here, you can avoid getting ripped off because everything is so cheap! u'll be amazed. ihad fun as usual. its not my first time here..hmm let me count how many times ive been here... around 4 or 5 times already. will be back again soon..its hard to find a parking space...even on a tuesday! cant imagine you would find one on week ends. its packed with people!
fill you in laters x

babes, im back!

omg omg omg ive been gone. really gone! did not update this blog since 6th of december and seriously my life had changed dramatically! yes yes theres been alot of drama...well im not single anymore! i dont want to go into detail but yes im happy! happy in love yeyeye lols today is saturday 5th march, holidays now. 2nd semester of uni was a killer, seriously how did i manage to do all the work! it was hectic! i enjoyed it actually, next semester will be tougher! just like many people said Assumption university is easy to get but its not a 'piece of cake' when your studying here. you need brains, responsibility and patience if your working with many people...oh and its alot easier if your english is average or above. Trust me, all my friends complain load about this. everything is in english , well its an international university! personally, i dont think english helps that much, without determination i would be dead. when i was still single, my life was so meaningless...not in a bad way, well i dont know actually, depends on how people see it. it was all about partying..going out...having fun day by day. but now...i feel like ive become a better person...in many ways, not only do i study harder, i became more responsible...i think i grew up (abit) i still think theres alot of kiddish childish things in me that will never disappear lol. i think im too lazy. so many friends said i got the brains and all but im just too lazy..and thats true i agreee, how do i get rid of this lazy monster inside me?? well soon its going to be the summer session, its only a short holiday but trying to relax as much as i can. i need more shopping! omg still didnt get the wonder womac from M.A.C. see?? i always say ill do this and that but i end up not doing anything al all. its the laziness...so popcorn, chips and late night movies. i eat like all the time. the last time i went out clubbing and got extremely drunk like i always do was months ago. i wont say i dont miss that craziness and fun...but i dont 'crave' it like i always do. i have not consumed alcohol in ages, but last week i did have a little bubbly at "indus" an indian restaurant with great indian dishes...all waitors were indian too! Loved the cheese nan...the chicken tikka. next time im ordering tandoori chicken for sure! how did i even miss that dish..i love tandoori. so...ive been partying alot less, still shopping regularly, i buy everything i like on the spot, no hesitating...been eating out alot. such a pig these days, my weight goes up and down up and down, cant keep track. i dont mind, as long as im healthy and happy. i still want to lose weight though but its hard! anyways lifes good...i miss my friends though...everywhere in this world bangkok, paris, osaka, london, florence, sydney...half way across the world but i know we'll bejust as tight when we meet again. BFFS :)

what else? mmmmm oh im going to post pics too...make sure you check them out hehe.
what else what else....my fave place to eat now is CocoIchibanya- curry house! its so good for japanese curry lovers... theres many braches, paragon, k village, central rama 3...and more i think i always have the jap curry w/ spinach extra toppings: cheese, fried chicken and sometimes grilled egg plants. aw yum! My bf likes his curry w/ fried chiken, shabu beef, mixed mushrooms, clams and ofcourse cheeese! his plate is usually over flowing, seriously!
gotta go,,,gona go watch "Chonchu" a korean series :)


and one last thing im having this "milk tea" obsession! or some people would call it "bubble tea" its milk tea w/ pearls... i have it like everyday....i hope it ends soon. very high in calories! x

after examination w/ my mates!

Cocoichibanya!

morning at huahin w/chu keke

at Aka, buffet time!

at uni studio, my friends adjusting the camera

how does it look? japanese rice topped w/ eels,egg and sauce! homemade!

 

hehe so yumm!

hehe fun activity! decorating cupcakes!

i made this "stir fried veggies and evrything u like"lol

hello december!

aww guys! i have not been updating my blog at all! not that anyone reads..well there might be a few people who visit but yeah..i let myself down! i wanted to blog often, make it something i do daily ...oh well..let me tell you about my life at the moment. Well, GREAT. lifes great. my previous posts on life was..thumbs down! now im finally getting back on track and everythings working out slowly...:) life is really so full of ups and downs. one moment i wana cry myself out and hide..the other its like i wana be out there, show the world im happy. and it all happens so fast...these ups and downs just come and go as they please. i wish that i would just be happy and satisfied with everthing (fullstop)
it was Fathers day in Thailand yesterday! which is his masjesty the King's Birthday. 5th of December, its a very special day in thailand. i got me daddy a cute cupcake! its bigger than your average cupcake though, its so cute and i forgot to take a picture! dang! well my daddy liked it! heheehe i Love You Dad :)
its nearly Christmas! Hohoho!  and im having so much fun planning Xmas gifts for everyone! i made a list of names for ppl who will recieve my gift, treats really. 40 people will be getting my Xmas gifts (i hope everyone on the list gets it) im looking forward to this, i know ill be putting alot of smiles on peoples faces! i really dont know whats gotten into me, but lately all i want to do is give out happiness to everyone, big or small..it must mean something. in thai it means 'num jai' น้ำใจ ..just being kind..i dont know too.. for Friends and Family! :) aw just thinking about this makes me so happy and IM NOT exaggerating or trying to be nice nor trying to make myself look good. (no one reads my blog anyways) im a nice person! LOL but i do have my evil nasty side too...well doesnt everyone??? :s We're HUMANS! LOL
back to the xmas treats topic..these are some ideas of xmas treats i'll be making:
chocolate fudge
vanilla fudge
peanut butter truffles
chocolate truffles
cookies decorated in santa clauses
no bake chocolate oatmeal cookies
marshmellow/rice crispy treats
pie..all sorts...blueberry,apple,banoffee..
anymore ideas lol?


really..im having fun! watching cooking videop clips (i do that anyways lol)
its just fun...its 4am in thailand! oops, i need some sleep!

At tease, i totally love this polka dot skirt!

little turbo



turbo and i . my bestie's pet dog! what a cute lil pom pom :)



im editing this post. cant believe i wrote all that corny crap yesterday night...luckily i have only a 100 viewers so  far..no one really read it :p i was drunk and sad so yeah...ill be posting again real soon x


goodnight babes

down..

hi guys! finally i have some time to make a new post! its been weeks since my last post. ive been fine, just a little tired from not being able to sleep. Insomnia problems i guess. i feel so unhealthy right now, diet not working and FOUR pimples on my face.They are red swollen and ugly let me tell you...not getting enough sleep you see...hate meeting people when i walk around uni. they wont see me, they'll see the four red spots on my face! oh well... how was halloween for everyone? good? i had fun, for most of the time..Went to tease, champagne wine the usual...i got tipsy and ordered my fave to finish off my night -lychee cosmo- pink and sparkly-yummy! ended up at the thonglor police station because someone i knew was drunk-driving. its strict in thailand and she ended up in jail! Anyways i really am not feeling so good at this moment. really...have you ever felt like your meant for something big special but nothing good is happening to you? you know you deserve sooo much more... you just know you do but nothing is going as planned. Actually there is NO plan....i hope you know what i mean. i really am not so good at explaining my thoughts and feelings! hah!  i hate this! i feel so down. I really dont know what to do or feel. all i want now? OK 3 things. Lose weight, new car, gain my parents trust and support. really feel like i let so many people down these pass few months( or pass year...) Its hard to explain....im at dorm now and i extremely want to go home! No homework..going to watch some episodes of lost and hula hoop. then sleep. i need that. Only if i was still allowed to drive, i would NOT be in this room. not that its bad. my dorm is so cute and cosy! AW just reminded myself that i need to take pictures to show you all! next time alright? x

halloween at tease..i didnt dress up as anything though :s